• her fighting Dema trying to control her (the hands from everywhere, the ripping of her clothes and syringes in her back) • her becoming possessed (in the eyes of the Bishops) by those evil concepts of things like freedom and expression (in the eyes of Banditos) being trapped in the Bishops brainwashing again.
the debt I owe, I gotta sell my soul, no I can't say no, can't say no but my limbs all froze and my eyes won't close, can't say no...
her eyes won't close... to the truth, that Trench and the Banditos exist, no matter how many times they drag her back to Dema, she'll survive and know more for next time
the whole "I wanna end me" section is just Dema brainwashing digging under her skin
Other Songs
• "what was I made for" is very stuck in dema coded
• "everything I wanted" is dema starting to win, b/c that song is all about suicidal ideation and how ppl don't notice how much what they say to someone might affect the battle they don't know they're fighting
• "therefore i am"/"you should see me in a crown"/"Bad guy" is her in the rebel phase in her cycles in dema, probably
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